An update on life

Aaaahhh, I missed blogging, it’s been what? Months, since I was able to post again. It’s because of this stupid work, they ruin everything, haha. I’m glad yet somewhat weary and lonely, I’m afraid I’m getting insane now.

I’m glad because I’m earning, though not much, but still, earning something is better than having nothing at all, right? Aside from that, my family’s OK, we’re happy and content and we’re getting along just fine.

But my friends and I are going through a tough phase right now and I am so down because I couldn’t be there with them. It’s because my schedule is so crazy, I would go to work at 2 in the afternoon and would only be able to go home at around 10. I couldn’t go to them in the morning since, in all 7 of us, only Erica and I are the actual “early risers” (is there such a term?) so it’s not suitable for me to go banging at their door at 6 or 7 in the morning because they’d only get so frustrated, and not to mention annoyed, at me that they might even consider kicking me out of their doorsteps — that is if their minds are already awake enough to think of it.

The night, well I couldn’t go to them at night! I am afraid of the dark, if only I could lock myself in our house at night, I would. I even contemplated on moving our house near the office, as if that’s possible. :P

So it’s needless to say that being in Mid Shift is the second worst thing that happened to me ever since I started working. I said second because I’m not very fond of what the company is making me do. I applied for a web designer position, that is even in my contract, I am a web designer. But the tasks they’re giving me are so far from what I have signed on. It’s stupid really, I am so pissed that my boss would tell me that my e-mails to the client are aggressive and short on being bossy. Well, I could be corteous and all, just give me projects that has something to do with designing a site. That shouldn’t be hard, right? Give the designer a designing project.

Bah, I miss the friends I had in the morning shift, they’re all so great and fun to be with. If there’s one thing I love with this company, it’s the friends I make. They’re not many but they’re really fantastic.

Come to think of it, I never had many friends, in my first year in high school, I had a group of friends that is nearly half the class, none of them lasted. The only one that I have from that group is Arvie, my best friend… Argh, I’m blabbering once again. Can’t think straight right now, hehe.

Anyway, I’m working on some articles that I will be posting here, hopefully this week. Since I’ve been away, I have some ideas on the things that I want to write about, now I’ll actually sit down to write about them. So since then. :)

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