Feeling unwell
I’ve been feeling sick since this Monday and I had to be absent yesterday because my headache is killing me. Plus the fact that my eyes would continuously throb since last week. I hate it! Especially whenever I get off from work every morning, I have this thing with my left eye, it seems that there’s something in there. I would take it off but there’s nothing there. Sheesh, I don’t know what’s happening with this! And then, imagine to have to work with a very blurred monitor and having to stare at it for 7 and a half hours. That is such a pain!
I thought that I couldn’t get off from work since I don’t want to lose my chance of having a thousand peso added on my salary but I thought, if I got sick seriously, will it be enough? I almost couldn’t move last night because every time I do, my head pounds like crazy, I thought of the monitor and I know I wouldn’t want myself to go through that.
Even though I felt that I have lost something last night, it still felt good to be at home at night. I managed to sleep “normally” again and I am now feeling much better. I had a feeling that the sickness was triggered by so much stress from work and my psycho client plus the fact that the work schedule is not agreeing with me.
I get to forget things again which did not happened when I was on morning or mid shift, or perhaps it’s just me and my memory acting up again. The only reason I would love to stay on night shift is the additional night differential on my salary.
Yep, it’s always about the money now. It used to be about passion, about something that I love to do. They took that away and now I can feel the stress. *sigh* life….
ei. take some rest will yah. dont push your self too hard.
kya mo yan ^_^
the eyething? it’s eye strain. you need to put drops in and take a few minutes out of each housr to look away from the monitor and do eye exercises. i had the same complaint to my eye doctory and he taught me a few exercises… and yes they do cause headaches too.