You Know You’ve Hit Rock Bottom When…

  1. You’ve lost a lot of weight and it is starting to be noticed. By you. Yes. Only you.
  2. Food is not as appealing anymore. Thus, you are getting “thinner”.
  3. Every little thing he/she/they/it/whatever does is magic because you go from extremely happy and content to totally pissed off in seconds.
  4. You lose your train of thoughts as soon as the direction of the wind changes.
  5. Your motto right now is “Whatever you do, life will always be shit.”
  6. You picture yourself trashing your living room - chairs are being turned and everything is broken. Then you picture how your Mom will react after she saw what you did and, oh boy, were you glad you were just daydreaming!
  7. You find more reasons to sleep the whole day than to keep working.
  8. When you were woken up by a missed call from someone who is not in your phone-book, you message the person saying, “Who the hell are you?!” The person turns out to be one of your closest friends, you then want to shoot yourself in the head and ask, “Why do you have to be so impulsive?!”
  9. You can’t stop and laugh at the funny-looking people at the mall. Specially those who makes you want to stop and ask them, “What were you thinking while you were getting dressed today?!” Wait. Oh, you have laughed at them!
  10. You’re wishing the floor would open up and you would be “wooshed” in, you just can’t deal.
  11. You get pissed off by every little thing. The sky is too high, it is too sunny, the fishes won’t stop swimming, the water is too noisy, the commercials these days are stupid.
  12. You can’t forget Super Twins‘ power dubbed as “Super Power Ihip” (WTF?!) and then think, “What the hell has gotten into them?&rduo; And comes the sudden realization, “Why was I watching that stupid show in the first place?!”
  13. You do stupid lists like this.

No, I have not done all of these, go figure which are the ones I really felt/done. Hay, I’m not feeling very well lately, hence the post. Going out doesn’t help though… Crying doesn’t help either. *sigh* Just a phase, I guess. Hope this will pass soon, I hate feeling like this.

22 People Joined the Discussion

  1. chi (05/05/2007 at 12:44 am)

    Lol. Shit happens, and what better thing to do than to rant about it? (: Hope you’ll get over it soon.

  2. Riz (05/05/2007 at 12:10 pm)

    14. You read blogs like this and count which one applies to you (like a mental checklist) as you read. I got 8/13. Sheesh. Am I hitting rock bottom too? PFT PFFT! :))

    http://www.guitarchic.net
  3. Mae (05/05/2007 at 12:27 pm)

    chi, I guess I have to add to that

    15. When shit happens, it pours.

    Riz - haha dunno… I hope not

    http://www.lastleaf.org
  4. The Classical Craze (05/05/2007 at 3:06 pm)

    I’ve been reading your blog for a few months now, but decided I should at least say hello. You’re not the only one counting off the number of things that seem to push your life to extremes. Thankfully, we can be sure life is always changing. Sometimes, though, it just seems to take forever for the next set of lights to appear. Best wishes!

    http://classicalcraze.blogspot.com
  5. yette (05/05/2007 at 9:55 pm)

    i’ve had blah days too. and worse. i blame Murphy’s Law. hahaha!! =D

    do not despair. tomorrow is another day. as they say, once you’ve reached rock bottom, the only place you could go is up. =D

    take care!

    http://learuther.blogspot.com
  6. Darwin (05/07/2007 at 8:16 pm)

    Naku, mukang kulang lang sa inspiration. Baka love lang ang katapat nyan. Hahahaha

    http://www.juicelog.com
  7. Fendi (05/08/2007 at 4:50 am)

    That means am hit rock bottom! food less appealing as always! :)

    http://www.kissfendi.com
  8. liz (05/08/2007 at 6:42 pm)

    sigh, may quarter life crisis ka na din cguro! haha, ay ako lang pala yun hehe…

    http://www.wellwhatever.com
  9. Mae (05/08/2007 at 7:34 pm)

    classical craze: thanks for the wonderful comment! I do hope I see the light soon, too.

    Yette: argh! I do hope I go up now!! Aaargh!

    Darwin: lol! Kung love lang di ako magkakaganito believe me! Haha

    Fendi: You’ve always hated food right?! Haha That’s the norm! Kidding, love.

    Liz: lol quarter life ba? Haha hindi, just some crappy things going on in the house right now. I don’t know where to start, thus this post haha

    http://www.lastleaf.org
  10. ganns (05/10/2007 at 8:23 am)

    I get pissed off by every little things. The aircon’s too cold, this website is too funny, these elections are hypocritical…

    Wait, did I just say this website is too funny? LOL

    http://www.gannsdeen.com
  11. ganns (05/10/2007 at 8:24 am)

    Typo in that previous comment. ;) Every little thing. Thing. Singular. You know what to do, Maeluv.

    http://www.gannsdeen.com
  12. Mae (05/10/2007 at 9:19 am)

    LOL Ganns, are you sure you’re not looking at someone else’s web site while doing that comment? Wait is that even possible? haha haaay

    http://www.lastleaf.org
  13. ganns (05/11/2007 at 5:34 pm)

    I copy-pasted your entry and worked my comment from that. Sloppy me. ;)

    Hey, it’s hard to scroll up and down! LOL

    http://www.gannsdeen.com
  14. Mae (05/11/2007 at 5:37 pm)

    That is still exercise naman eh! hahahahah congrats nga pala about your weight loss ha!! woo hoo! :)

    http://www.lastleaf.org
  15. HippieChyck (05/15/2007 at 4:59 am)

    could be worse. the people in the mall could be laughing at *you*.

    http://www.hippiechyck.blogspot.com
  16. Mae (05/15/2007 at 9:19 am)

    @HippieChyk: Yes, of course hehe :)

    http://www.lastleaf.org
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  18. elii (05/16/2007 at 1:42 pm)

    hello.. ! napadaan po.. hope you’re feeling good now.. :)

    I like no. 13.. :)

    http://www.everything-eli.com
  19. Malin (07/04/2007 at 4:23 pm)

    Hey!
    I ended up here as I googled the words “I’ve just hit rock bottom”, since that’s the only thing I’m sure about right now. I hope that you feel better now.. Maybe you even have some advice how to get through this misery? I’d be grateful..
    /Malin

    http://getiton.blogg.se
  20. Mae (07/05/2007 at 12:22 am)

    Hi Malin,

    What I did was swamped myself with work and I eventually got over it and I also talked to my father about it, it felt good actually. We thought we could always keep everything bottled up inside when the truth of the matter is that some things are better said than kept inside. Hope it helps :)

    http://www.lastleaf.org
  21. Malin (07/05/2007 at 2:09 am)

    I’ve noticed that I can take my sorrow and turn it into anger, so that I work faster than ever. This gives me some comfort. And talking about it helps a lot too. I just haven’t told my Mom yet, but I think I have to. Sooner or later she’ll notice that I’m like really depressed.. May I ask what you were sad about?

    http://getiton.blogg.se
  22. Mae (07/05/2007 at 6:46 am)

    ah.. a lot of stuff, it just felt like things are caving in, you know, I’ve never felt so pressured in my entire life, pressure from jobs, pressure from family, friends, self etc… I just felt that I can’t seem to keep up with what’s happening with my own life

    http://www.lastleaf.org

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